The Realm of King Lamus

Birthday Baller

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 21:41:13 GMT

Birthday is tomorrow. Why am I sitting here writing this when there's much to get ready for? I'm out, bitches!!

INDK forever FOR Me Now!!!!

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:30:25 GMT

Life is so fleeting-
so is inspiration
Everything hurrts
we could conquer...
But we conquer in pain
Every once and every strain

It's way too late
Pardon! (It's way 2 early)
I feel more than intense
Inibriation, meditation-
Fell above you on stone steps

But, "Listen!"
So much is a trend,
a fake podium,
intense-2-b-white
happy favorably my dress
Sick to the core

I have been around for a
slight while
Please let the INDK and
intense gutter rock make'
me full-
Not hungry
But content to change...
a different paradigm

Signed-Carlos Ocosta

pictures

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 16:34:57 GMT

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 21:22:33 GMT

I feel like some electromethorphan tonight.

Oh, Frustrations!

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 04:49:17 GMT

...And will everyone please stop praying to Jesus so I can buy some really good cocaine again???

Flex Nuts

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 04:43:40 GMT

Fucking want a day off. Fucking low on vodka. Fucking gotta play mister smiley ass kisser at work. Fucking gotta pop pills and snort lines, but we have none. Fucking gotta move out soon. Whaaah? Y'all forgot about Dre or something?

The Artist Formerly know as Sweaty Balls

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 05:51:42 GMT

Why is Prince so sweet?:

A) He's catchy! "When doves cry" has an awesome beat that gets you lost in electro 80's outer space. I love it. "Purple Rain" was in my head for 3 days. My dad laughed his ass off.

B) He dressed DAMN GOOD. Purple velvet pirate puffy suits? Why fuck yes! That's class. He had much more class than Michael Jackson. Forget About It!

C) He's cooky and silly. Who, of my generation (who wasn't around for him initially) can really take him seriously. He meant to make serious music. But we consider him more "Fun!" Like when you take a shower and listen to Iron Maiden, or you smoke coke and listen to Tom Petty, or you get the gist. (Whack Factor comes in._

E) Cocaine...

F) Purple Rain is fucking sweet.

When Doves Cry

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 05:22:11 GMT

I miss being on this bitch all the time and interaciting with all the peeps. I've been super busy at both jobs, with no days off in site. But I'm gunna have to have one soon, b/c I'm moving out! That's right, I getting MY OWN APARTMENT in about a week. As soon as the family moves out and they clean up the shit. It's so awsome. I've waited SOOOOO long, and finally it's here. (ALMOST!) I want it now. I was so happy when I first heard this news that I got approved, approx. a month ago. Everything seems to be falling into place, and I thing I accidentally gave up snow for Lent! Hey, don't ever watch Purple Rain unless you want the theme song or "When Doves Cry" in your head for 2 days. It get so bad, that my dad laughed and told me to shut up! I miss y'all bitches. Damn brandy and tramadol. Whoa, What a night. Love.

Tom Petty

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 08:51:54 GMT

"I'm learning to fly
but I ain't got wings.
And coming down
is the hardest thing."

Truer word were never spoken. Where's my 40?

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 06:35:43 GMT

From all sides now-
The paranoia buzz dawn kill
overdramatic and schizophrenic
Everything, everything, all at once

Come thru the wilderness-
I'm home, but it still exists
the city is a cancer
Everything, everything, all at once

Keep it cool and collected
hardly possible now
but damn, it's so fucking good
Everything, everything, all at once

I'm a seasoned spy
a relic of a spiraling abyss
half seducer and half matyr
Everyone, everyone, all at once

Uncomfortable in this world
there's a few I wanna show
to help inspire new horizons
Everyone, everyone, all at once

Striving to be the underground hero
i have plans and objectives
i have fingerprints of gods
Everyone, everything, just this once

The god within will be the most challenging...

From Whack to Cool

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 05:46:30 GMT

Isn't it funny when you go from hating something and thinking it's dumb, to thinking it's cool (and often, still whack). That's how I was with a lot of power metal (King Diamond, Iron Maiden) to rap (3 6 Mafia, Bone Thugs). I remember I used to hate MSI. Now they're one of my favorite bands. Sometimes it's hard to figure out just who you are when you evolve this much (or at least it's hard to get a tattoo). Anyway, I think I may be entering another whack/cool third plateau. Enter Babylon Zoo. Probably I like them b/c they're so gay and whack in their video, it's fucking hilarious. Plus they're all weird, mid-90's and got a sorta sweet electronic rock sound. Plus The Kovenant covered them. This may be my next thing. Either that, or I've took too much tramadol tonight ;)

Different Strokes for Different Polacks!

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 22:16:47 GMT

Last night was cocaine and MSI. (Whatchu think this is Battle Creek, boy?!) This morning was coffee and Coal Chamber. Wow, what a life. And if my boss don't hook me up with a ride tonight, I ain't going to work, fool!

Slight Cerebral Cuts

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 05:24:20 GMT

The more comfortable I get
The more isolation grows
and as I reflect myself,
often as a hammer
This gives rise to more confidence.
But I fear I'm not being a
loving participant of the game
Then I remember fate and think:
"Well, they can fuck me up
and I'll be myself, even if
I'm breifly excommunicated."
Inside my thought tower and
somewhat in theirs,
It's a strain because of circumstance
I wanna change that
And very soon, I'll draft my declaration
of Independence.

Sincerely,
Carlos

The Kovenant Accomplished!!

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 03:16:15 GMT

Man, you ever have some kinda crazy mental list about shit to someday get that goes on for years and years because you're to busy checking off boxes on other lists, or blowing money on illicit substances, or some shit? Well, for about three years I believe, I've wanted The Kovenant-"Animatronic." It's such a good mix of metal, classical, industrial-dance, ethereal, blah blah blah. I don't know if many of you out there know about this lil gem of an album (besides maybe Shawna), but it's off the chain. And it's good to finally get it because I've been denied some sweet "space metal" all these years. Ahhh. Kick back and let the tunes play!

Yes! Yes!

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 03:25:17 GMT

Oh, Hell Yes!
Fucking Satan God Bless!
I need the psychological rest-
Sucking opiates thru straws
from the Goddess Breast!

Couple of friends make
the livin' seem easy
Tho too much of a good thing-
Too much gloom and queasy
We pray to the God of Moderation
(Hopefully, w/o hesitaiton)

One must become as the cactus
Be as the wild wind in the sand
A light at the end of a tunnel-
Gazing at the Shadow Self
Living life as a sillouette

Zoomed In

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 06:21:11 GMT

Good thing I didn't play that song. I would've done those three shots. I would've done these couple lines. I would've called that old friend. I would've done 5 minutes of art. Could've got really mad. Missed that nostalgic ball. Would've thrown up on my inner worlds. Could've crashed to bed like I will anyway. Too bad the window's open. Long for you, my dear. Couldn't live long enough for you anyway, when I heard that song. And it pulls me in a wierd, sordid way...

Live it

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 06:54:26 GMT

Experience is a pill, so pop it. Life=trance, so play dat shit!

Stuff the Turkey!!

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 02:01:01 GMT

STUFF THE TURKEY

THAT'S BOOTIFUL!
BOO-BOO-BOOTIFUL!

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED
WHY SANTA'S CHEEKS ARE RUBY RED?
HE'S NOT JOLLY
HE'S OFF HIS HEAD.
PULL A CRACKER
PULL UP A CHAIR
HAVE SOME OF THIS
IT WILL REMOVE YOUR HAIR.

STUFF THE TURKEY
IT'S NO TIME TO FAST
ENJOY THIS CHRISTMAS
IT MIGHT BE YOUR LAST.

LET'S MAKE THIS CHRISTMAS
ONE TO REMEMBER
LET'S STAY DRUNK
FROM JANUARY TILL DECEMBER.
I'LL STUFF YOUR STOCKINGS
WITH PASSION FRUIT
LOOSEN YOUR TIE
GET OUTTA THAT SUIT.

STUFF THE TURKEY
IT'S NO TIME TO FAST
ENJOY THIS CHRISTMAS
IT MIGHT BE YOUR LAST.

(HEAVY BIT)

IT ONLY COMES
BUT ONCE A YEAR
STOP DRINKING COFFEE
AND HAVE A BEER.
PULL A CRACKER
PULL UP A CHAIR
NO TIME TO BE SOBER
JUST ONE LONG BENDER!

STUFF THE TURKEY
STUFF THE TURKEY
IT'S NO TIME TO FAST
ENJOY THIS CHRISTMAS
IT MIGHT BE YOUR LAST.

STUFF THE TURKEY
STUFF THE TURKEY
STUFF THE TURKEY
STUFF THE TURKEY
STUFF THE TURKEY
STUFF THE TURKEY

(Wade/Wade/James)

HELL YEAH! This reminds me off wandering around basement in Battle Creek tripping acid! Don't forget to pull a cracker. Nighty night!

The Meaning of Life

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:02:24 GMT

I think all one really needs in life is a really cute Japanese chick. For that, I might even consider marrige.

Yule in this Bitch

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 05:32:59 GMT

Man, whatup out here? I'm a lil drunk. It's Yule. It doesn't feel like that, but it is. Living in a desert, many things are on disociative. I'm slowly moving up the ladder: I got a job as a librarian and as a cook. Good Shit! And hey, is it Liz's birthday or something (I can never remember birthday's, I'm a guy :) ! Hell yesh, good things on the horizen. I might just stick around to reap the rewards of the future. I just have to keep the emotions in check and progress (I talk like it means nothing, it means everything!!) Fucking A!

Internal Music Maker

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 10:21:20 GMT

Oh god, does the pain ever rise up inside you suddenly? A rich pain that was served a time ago with ones you called close. A pain so deep, it almost takes your breath away? Something that is triggered by a favorite electonic song?...

Do you ever feel like that one moment when you're truly lost in the music is everything. Like you never wanna return and just live out the immortal memories eternally? The magnet of the beat driving you on forever?...

Can songs become as gods? Do we not worship them, and pray to the images they evoke in our deepest slumber? What power does your favorite tune hold ever you? If this isn't magick, I don't know what is. Audio hypnotism?...

Feel like I'm melting in a sleepy bliss.

Aww Damn!!

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:41:47 GMT

Yeah, I'm up in this bitch. Got some Iron Maiden up in this bitch! Got my uncle talking shit to my cousin in the background (He wants to get married to some English bitch. I don't ever wanna get married!) But goodness, I ain't drunk callin' y'all. I'm drunk LJ postin' y'all! Fuck. So much bicycling thru the desert. So much beer. Here I is. Peace! I miss all of you!

The Tussin!

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 03:01:54 GMT

Man, everywhere I go around here I see Delsym commercials. What's up with that? I never saw no shit like that up north. I also keep seeing that one cough syrup commercial where that guy walks around like a ghost until he takes his medicine. Does dex turn ghosts into people? Or, as I suspect, does dex turn people into ghosts (robot techno ghost?). What the hell, man.

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 19:48:05 GMT

Damn, working out when you're stoned is sooo intense. Just gone done doing that. Just exercising in itself can be a rush, but added with the bouniful head rush of herb, it's quite the kick! Because one minute you're really into it, one minute your minds somewhere else (like Japanese girls), and the next minute you feel like you can do a million situps b/c I guess your body/mind isn't interpreting the pain right. Either that or I smoke StrenghWeed and I'm a Sativa Cyborg. But I don't know if my relatives are feeding me too well or what, b/c my old pants are really tight. And it sucks cuz I feel kinda like a girl squeezing into last fall's blue jeans (lol-WHACK!) So I'm on a situp mission from Satan. Fuck it, why not? Lil muscle strength, lil clearing of the mind. Exercise can be good for getting with fine ladies or something, so I've heard.

Oh, and I recommend working out with VNV Nation and good Japanese dance music.

On a side note, I just missed the Tomale Festival. I have no regrets.

Smokestack McSnortSnort

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 03:27:34 GMT

Ulysses S. Grant smoked 20 cigars a day. 20 FUCKING CIGARS A DAY!?! How did the guy even have an esophagus? That's like sticking your head in a chimney and inhaling deeply for a few hours. For this, he is awarded the Harley Smokestra Sick With It Award.